- Write a song.
- Illustrate.
- Do work for clients.
- Yoga & Meditation
- Self-Hypnosis
- Facebook.
- Make a beat.
- Read a book.
- Write in a journal.
So I'll just stop at 'Write in a journal' it was this that I needed to do most because all the other options were clouding my mind and I couldn't settle on any but one. I thought- perhaps since I go to bed and sleep soon that I should at least write out my thoughts to feel a bit more accomplished with my day. To gather and organize my thoughts onto paper, which is what I was prepared to write on when I found that I had no working writing utensil in my room anymore. So here I am, with a newly created Blogger profile. Blogging. Heh, why not?
It seems as though I had a good streak going at the beginning of February by accomplishing many tasks when all of a sudden- in a drunken state, I threw a sidekick that I learned from Bruce Lee's Complete Fighting Method- a highly effective and very practical kick with full power when the force of my kick ruptured some muscle tissue, in-turn releasing fluid into my knee. Since then I've been to the doctors a few times- following a ridiculously roundabout way to examine my knee following my insurance companies protocol. Finally I have an MRI and are ready to see a specialist. Which is the part of the whole process I'm on.
Also I've applied to College for Creative Studies which is where I'd receive education I would most benefit from. CCS being a private-school can be quite expensive unless I have a fitting high school GPA, a acceptable art portfolio and those things alone to obtain a merit scholarship. Which is what I need to attend this school in the first place. Regrettably I failed to do well in high school and college that I didn't meet the required GPA to be accepted with the support of scholarship or grant money. Though this doesn't mean I will never attend, it just means I must attend a community college first and work at that. Anyway, you know the drill...
I've been more motivated than ever to get to work on new illustration projects, that I think about this daily. If I don't get started soon I don't know when I'll ever....
It's just that I find it difficult to start because I have money to worry about in my daily life. Which is funny because I have some money waiting for me from a client who's work I have yet to accomplish...
The work isn't hard at all, it's just I haven't gotten off my ass to take care of it. This- to me, is unacceptable. I gotta shape up damnit!
Those activities on the list above are all things that have been on my mind recently. I should really get my mind to manifest those said things. I don't want to dwell and write too much on my first post. So I should just say a few simple yet direct, much needed to be heard things now and those are;
- Do deep breathing exercises.
- Relax body
- Clear mind
- Prioritize values.
- Foresee accomplishments.
- Write out weekly goals accomplish.
- Create a regimen.
- Measure success.
- Write down dreams.
- Maintain healthy mind & body.
- "Straighten by fire."
- Get sun!
Those are all things I need to do and do constantly. I need to apply all that to the items on the first list, buckle down and push the petal to the metal. I can do this OSSU!
